“Why is it always me?” Did you ever ask yourself that in eternal honesty? There comes a point in everyone’s lives when we have to look back and see what has happened to people who we associated with our lives. These people were the ones, who added dimensions and facets to my and your lives. They saw what we couldn’t simply because they shared belief when mind was filled with indecisions and trepidations of what was to come, obviously which never happened. When we do give a look behind at the past, you would always wonder if you could paint your life on larger canvas. The burden of expectations is always hard to carry, you may not carry it far enough or long enough. But one cannot take a breather to decide whether expectations were realistic and appropriate.
The long winding road of life will take you to least expected places and least expected. The great Napoleon once said “A man who knows where he is going will never go far enough.” But giving your best every time, time and again, again and again seems to be this big challenge for me at this point in time. The questions shall always remain pertinent and in the gusto to take up the challenge but one must also use their judgement to know if the challenges thrown at you were thrown to simply divert you from the goal.
They say same thing about true calling and all that. I wonder if being impetuous is my true calling or the true calling would be giving up all that you have for other to blossom, doing that is surely a big call to have. Its not esy to sacrifice everything you have or know for the sake of others. One in a million would stand up to that and one in millions would do that.